STOP~!

i don wan to love him anymore!!
i don wan to love him anymore!!!
i don wan to love him anymooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

pls....... someone pls help me.......................
someone pls come n knock me n let me become coma!

some ppl says the line on ur hand rounding ur thumb is ur life line
mine's a broken line... does tt mean part of my life will be...
if so, pls... now!

我需要发泄
喝酒喝到吐死
抽烟抽到肺爆炸
大哭哭到眼睛掉出来

可是我很没用
没用到这些我一样也做不到
就算能，又怎样?!
脑和心还是不会改变。。。
Is God kind enough to help me?

im not trying to gain any sympathy
juz tt it's reali out of my capacity to keep n compress all tis

since the 1st day i started tis blog
tis is meant to let him understand my thinking & feeling more
n was hoping it cud be a way of communication
but tis time... i hope he'll miss it...
hope he is busy reading some other cute cute blog which will make him happy~!