没有灵魂的躯体 =body w/o soul=

每天带着没有灵魂的躯体在街上游走
everyday walking on the street with a body w/o soul
没有了灵魂， 但为什么心还是不停的剧痛
nomore soul, why the heart is still pain tremendously

重新把全部的blog看了一遍
re-read all the blog
当初是什么心情才开始写blog
what kind of feeling was i having when i started to write blog

从第一个到现在
since the first blog till now
原来有95%的blogs都是因他而写的
actually 95% of these blogs were written because of him

当初竟没发觉失去他
initially din even know tat losing him
自己会变得如此心焚意碎
myself will be tat heart-burning

到底是什么时候
it's when
什么时候开始就已经把灵魂交给了他
it's since when i've already given my soul to him

或许一开始就已经是这样
maybe since beginning it was already like tat
只是自己在模糊真相， 不敢面对
it's just tat i've fuzzed up the truth, dare not to face it
或许一开始他就不是真的很喜欢我
perhaps he din really like me tat much since the first day
只是在找个女朋友。。。
just looking for a girlfren
make-do: 他教我的字
make-do: a word he taught me
maybe因为这样，他不曾失去他的灵魂
maybe tat's why he never lost his soul
当初如愿得到他要的开始
at tat time he got the start he wanted successfully
如今如愿得到他要的。。结。。束。。
now he got the end as wat he wishes

而我
but me
当初失去控制地丢了灵魂
lost my soul uncontrollably at tat time
如今失去控制地找不回自己
n now lost in getting back myself
谁可以教我如何招魂？
who can teach me how to call my soul back