
很多人的一生都尋尋覓覓. 尋找幸福...尋找愛... 尋找夢想...尋找自由的生活... 尋找屬於自己的天空... 你找到了嗎? 你想花你人生里的多少年去找? 這輩子你找得到嗎? 愛.幸福.夢想.自由 是找不到? 還是自己不滿足?
Monday, July 17, 2006
a supposed to be happening weekend
Fri - 14.07.06
Planned to watch movie wid ms loh & 何大侠...
ms loh promised to cum out together on fri if i go sentosa wid her n mel on sat,
but ended up she said she nvr promise to watch movie, she just wan to chill out n hv some gal's talk...
so, as usual she flew me aeroplane~! den i met up wid fl.
acc fl to bugis buy new shirt dat i proposed to him
he is kind of excited & well prepared for study life in sim
~ meeting up frenz, lookin for new gal frenz~
after shopped at bugis, the nite's still young... n it's reali long q at taxi stand
so we decided to walk to town n we catched "basic insticnt" at The Cathay in the end.
ms loh, "basic insticnt" is reali quite a nice show, it's not juz a RA show lah gal.
Sat - 15.07.06
early morning 10+ waken up by ms loh asking me to join them to sentosa
ok lor i join them since i've nvr been there since pri
after i had packed everything, changed, put my cap n shoes on
the gals called
said mel's place was going to rain soon, cancelled the sentosa trip n went town for shopping
-_-*
den when we reached town, ms loh said don feel like shoppin on weekend...
-_-#
so we spent the whole afternoon at starbuck wheelock place doin nth
except i had a stick there...
den mel went to meet her darl, me n ms loh walked to ps to send my stupid motorola v3x for repair
n as usual they said it's not hardware problem n they can only upgrade the software for me
means the problem will b still there...
Sun - 16.07.06
contacted g at ard 3+ den bought him mcchicken meal for lunch
den took 14 to ps to collect back my v3x
nth to do... got a seat at secret recipe n hv a cup of latte wid some fries
sitting down there till 6+ enjoying the latte n thinking alot... wat'd happened this whole yr...
din feel like goin back yet
walked to kino at taka, hehe... mel n ms loh wanna scold me liao...
i spent 200+ including 孙协志new book<<坚持>>
left kino at ard 8:30pm den went heeren look ard
den walkin ard at orchard road... till 9+/10+ took train back to yishun
Planned to watch movie wid ms loh & 何大侠...
ms loh promised to cum out together on fri if i go sentosa wid her n mel on sat,
but ended up she said she nvr promise to watch movie, she just wan to chill out n hv some gal's talk...
so, as usual she flew me aeroplane~! den i met up wid fl.
acc fl to bugis buy new shirt dat i proposed to him
he is kind of excited & well prepared for study life in sim
~ meeting up frenz, lookin for new gal frenz~
after shopped at bugis, the nite's still young... n it's reali long q at taxi stand
so we decided to walk to town n we catched "basic insticnt" at The Cathay in the end.
ms loh, "basic insticnt" is reali quite a nice show, it's not juz a RA show lah gal.
Sat - 15.07.06
early morning 10+ waken up by ms loh asking me to join them to sentosa
ok lor i join them since i've nvr been there since pri
after i had packed everything, changed, put my cap n shoes on
the gals called
said mel's place was going to rain soon, cancelled the sentosa trip n went town for shopping
-_-*
den when we reached town, ms loh said don feel like shoppin on weekend...
-_-#
so we spent the whole afternoon at starbuck wheelock place doin nth
except i had a stick there...
den mel went to meet her darl, me n ms loh walked to ps to send my stupid motorola v3x for repair
n as usual they said it's not hardware problem n they can only upgrade the software for me
means the problem will b still there...
Sun - 16.07.06
contacted g at ard 3+ den bought him mcchicken meal for lunch
den took 14 to ps to collect back my v3x
nth to do... got a seat at secret recipe n hv a cup of latte wid some fries
sitting down there till 6+ enjoying the latte n thinking alot... wat'd happened this whole yr...
din feel like goin back yet
walked to kino at taka, hehe... mel n ms loh wanna scold me liao...
i spent 200+ including 孙协志new book<<坚持>>
left kino at ard 8:30pm den went heeren look ard
den walkin ard at orchard road... till 9+/10+ took train back to yishun
Thursday, July 13, 2006
The Dream Is Over
I’m walking in the rain
行くあてもなく 傷ついた体濡らし
絡みつく 凍りのざわめき
殺し続けて 彷徨う いつまでも
Until I can forget your love
眠りは麻薬
途方にくれた 心を静かに溶かす
舞い上がる 愛を踊らせて
ふるえる身体を 記憶の薔薇につつむ
I keep my love for you to myself
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
Day of joy,days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you,you are vanishing before me
You’re just an illusion
When I’m awaken,my tears have dried
in the sand of sleep
I’m a rose blooming in the desert
It’s a dream,I’m in love with you
まどろみ抱きしめて
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
I awake from my dream
I can’t find my way without you
The dream is over
声にならない 言葉を繰り返しても
高すぎる灰色の壁は
過ぎ去った日の思いを夢に写す
Until I can forget your love
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
Endless rain,let me stay
evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears.
take in your memories
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
Endless rain
行くあてもなく 傷ついた体濡らし
絡みつく 凍りのざわめき
殺し続けて 彷徨う いつまでも
Until I can forget your love
眠りは麻薬
途方にくれた 心を静かに溶かす
舞い上がる 愛を踊らせて
ふるえる身体を 記憶の薔薇につつむ
I keep my love for you to myself
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
Day of joy,days of sadness slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you,you are vanishing before me
You’re just an illusion
When I’m awaken,my tears have dried
in the sand of sleep
I’m a rose blooming in the desert
It’s a dream,I’m in love with you
まどろみ抱きしめて
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
I awake from my dream
I can’t find my way without you
The dream is over
声にならない 言葉を繰り返しても
高すぎる灰色の壁は
過ぎ去った日の思いを夢に写す
Until I can forget your love
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
Endless rain,let me stay
evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears.
take in your memories
Endless rain,fall on my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate,all of the sadness
Endless rain
Thursday, July 06, 2006
没有灵魂的躯体 =body w/o soul=
每天带着没有灵魂的躯体在街上游走
everyday walking on the street with a body w/o soul
没有了灵魂, 但为什么心还是不停的剧痛
nomore soul, why the heart is still pain tremendously
重新把全部的blog看了一遍
re-read all the blog
当初是什么心情才开始写blog
what kind of feeling was i having when i started to write blog
从第一个到现在
since the first blog till now
原来有95%的blogs都是因他而写的
actually 95% of these blogs were written because of him
当初竟没发觉失去他
initially din even know tat losing him
自己会变得如此心焚意碎
myself will be tat heart-burning
到底是什么时候
it's when
什么时候开始就已经把灵魂交给了他
it's since when i've already given my soul to him
或许一开始就已经是这样
maybe since beginning it was already like tat
只是自己在模糊真相, 不敢面对
it's just tat i've fuzzed up the truth, dare not to face it
或许一开始他就不是真的很喜欢我
perhaps he din really like me tat much since the first day
只是在找个女朋友。。。
just looking for a girlfren
make-do: 他教我的字
make-do: a word he taught me
maybe因为这样,他不曾失去他的灵魂
maybe tat's why he never lost his soul
当初如愿得到他要的开始
at tat time he got the start he wanted successfully
如今如愿得到他要的。。结。。束。。
now he got the end as wat he wishes
而我
but me
当初失去控制地丢了灵魂
lost my soul uncontrollably at tat time
如今失去控制地找不回自己
n now lost in getting back myself
谁可以教我如何招魂?
who can teach me how to call my soul back
everyday walking on the street with a body w/o soul
没有了灵魂, 但为什么心还是不停的剧痛
nomore soul, why the heart is still pain tremendously
重新把全部的blog看了一遍
re-read all the blog
当初是什么心情才开始写blog
what kind of feeling was i having when i started to write blog
从第一个到现在
since the first blog till now
原来有95%的blogs都是因他而写的
actually 95% of these blogs were written because of him
当初竟没发觉失去他
initially din even know tat losing him
自己会变得如此心焚意碎
myself will be tat heart-burning
到底是什么时候
it's when
什么时候开始就已经把灵魂交给了他
it's since when i've already given my soul to him
或许一开始就已经是这样
maybe since beginning it was already like tat
只是自己在模糊真相, 不敢面对
it's just tat i've fuzzed up the truth, dare not to face it
或许一开始他就不是真的很喜欢我
perhaps he din really like me tat much since the first day
只是在找个女朋友。。。
just looking for a girlfren
make-do: 他教我的字
make-do: a word he taught me
maybe因为这样,他不曾失去他的灵魂
maybe tat's why he never lost his soul
当初如愿得到他要的开始
at tat time he got the start he wanted successfully
如今如愿得到他要的。。结。。束。。
now he got the end as wat he wishes
而我
but me
当初失去控制地丢了灵魂
lost my soul uncontrollably at tat time
如今失去控制地找不回自己
n now lost in getting back myself
谁可以教我如何招魂?
who can teach me how to call my soul back
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