STOP~!

i don wan to love him anymore!!
i don wan to love him anymore!!!
i don wan to love him anymooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

pls....... someone pls help me.......................
someone pls come n knock me n let me become coma!

some ppl says the line on ur hand rounding ur thumb is ur life line
mine's a broken line... does tt mean part of my life will be...
if so, pls... now!

我需要发泄
喝酒喝到吐死
抽烟抽到肺爆炸
大哭哭到眼睛掉出来

可是我很没用
没用到这些我一样也做不到
就算能，又怎样?!
脑和心还是不会改变。。。
Is God kind enough to help me?

im not trying to gain any sympathy
juz tt it's reali out of my capacity to keep n compress all tis

since the 1st day i started tis blog
tis is meant to let him understand my thinking & feeling more
n was hoping it cud be a way of communication
but tis time... i hope he'll miss it...
hope he is busy reading some other cute cute blog which will make him happy~!

finally free

15-July-2006 5.08pm after tis 3, we concluded tat ms loh is right. Coffee Bean is better!

15-July-2006 9.07pm

finally got a shot of 3 of us... esp ms loh is in...

21-July-2006 11.43pmhehe... scared scared~~! i post this pic up. ms loh don kill me, pls...

i met ms loh n long-ge after work to company them lookin for g's present.
we had our not-so-nice dinner at a Thai restaurant at Heeren n they got g's present at the g-said 'gay' shop. Completed our mission but the nite's still young...

so we decided to catch a mid-nite show. feilong wanted to watch the pirates but ms loh who jio-ed us to watch had already watched wid someone else. den after a long negotiation between ms loh n 何大侠 at cine, of coz... ms loh won lor~! the conclusion was a korean show called 'now n forever'. but~ ms loh said watchin in The Cathay is more confortable got big screen. so... we left cine n walked to the cathay n we were damn thirsty... after got the tix, we went to tcc at parklane n there's not much time left.

tat are wat we've ordered. ms loh's lime+apple some sour sour soda drink, long's passion milk shake n mine's iced minty cafe. n after we've a taste of each other's, ms loh commented mine's the most ex among theirs but taste just like iced coffee... anyway i enjoyed it.

due to i always forgot the purpose of buying a cam - image down our life, even we're in rush for the show we still took pic for the drinks n ourselves.

n finally tat's the result of my few reminders of 'to be happenning' to ms loh~!

n after the show, the eyes of ms loh n mine were all red...

at first we tot it's a comedy coz quite funny as normal korean movie but after tat it's damn sad.... n it made me think abt myself...

y their relationship can come over such difficulties even death but mine's so weak?

dear gene, happy birthday~!

hope u really like the present n the surprise i prepared for u~!