我真的受伤了

为什么他的世界有许许多多的人自由走动
但是 就没有一个狭小的缝隙能留给我。。。


窗外阴天了　音乐低声了　
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了　音乐低声了　
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了　人是无聊了　
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了　你要说话了　
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了　
是你变了　是你变了
灯光熄灭了　音乐静止了　
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快乐　
我的心真的受伤了

can i go back?

2-3weeks ago u all encouraged me to persist on it.
but now u all seem like asking me to give up...
why? u all changed ur mind already? or u all know he wnt come back to me anymore?

alot alot of questions in my heart
to him, to myself, to previous him n to previous me
but i don knw how to ask
to ask may not be dat difficult
but will i get the truth?

wan me to give up
wan me to forget it
there is only one thing comes into my mind
can i get into an accident?
i wan to meet an accident dat can make me lost my this one year memory...
let me go back to one year before
n i don wanna to know him anymore

我无法只是普通朋友

等待　我随时随地在等待　
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问　这是爱

我猜　你早就想要说明白　
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊　多无奈

我愿意改变 (what can I do)
重新再来一遍 (just give me chance)
我无法只是普通朋友　
感情已那么深　叫我怎么能放手
但你说 I only wanna be your friend 做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白　
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I 不能只是 be your friend　
I just can't be your friend no,no,no...
我不能只是做你的朋友　
不能只是做普通朋友

i don wan to hear 'give up' from u

Last sunday dragged myself back to Spore with my broken heart
bcos saturday i got rejected again...

he said, he dont want me to misunderstand
he said, he dont want to go into the relationship anymore, he likes his life now
i asked him there is no even a little bit chances? n he said, NO!
i asked him there is nothing dat will make u remember me? n he said, NO!

he wants me to give up
but... how can it be so easy?

我迷迷糊糊爱上你
却清清楚楚失去你
才一个生日一切就已成废墟
我翻来覆去想着你
爱终于让我得到教训
深情也抵不过一次 粗心大意
为何总迟了一步告诉你
为何总以为没有关系
错得如此彻底
还来不来得及